Showing posts with label longing. Show all posts
Showing posts with label longing. Show all posts
Friday, April 6, 2012
Ladybugs Don't Care
I found close to a dozen ladybugs going about their business, two were even fornicating, in this barren waste land of an unintentional rock garden.
Why? Wouldn't a ladybug prefer a real garden with flowers and grass? I mean this area is just an abandoned parking lot. I started thinking that if a ladybug can flourish here, maybe I can flourish in a place that isn't really suited to me.
I also thought, although a bit cliche - that beauty truly can be found in unexpected places.
And lastly I thought, these ladybugs do have wings in which to fly away from this barren place, why don't they find a more suitable environment?
Do I have wings to do the same?
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
Orange Moon
It was this kind of moon tonight.
When I see a full moon, especially one as big and close and orange as the one tonight. I feel excitement! It's like I can't contain myself; and then I realize there's really nothing to do but look at it, or perhaps try to capture it with your camera phone.
I asked myself tonight, what is it that would satisfy my relationship with the moon? Where do I want to direct my excitement?
My answer: I realized I wish on nights like this, there were still pagan festivals, where one could dance around a bonfire, naked and fornicate in a clearing in the woods. Everyone laughing out loud with joy and abandon. Not in worship of the moon, but rather in acknowledgment and awe.
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